‘Taking back your power,’ something so many of us say.
Why though, do we not aim towards never letting go of that power to begin with.
Protection is something that all spiritual beings will speak of as if it’s the weather.
Protect yourself.
Place that rainbow light around you.
Cleanse your chakras.
Wear an amulet.
A lucky protective pair of shoes.
Whatever it is, you have heard or tried or maybe even, done regularly to keep yourself energetically protected, is usually enough.
Generally.
It’s as simple as when you button your shirt everyday, you are saying with each button, you will be psychologically, physically and energetically protected from any and all harm.
It’s as simple as imagining yourself in a sphere of light that reaches from earth to sky. Nothing and no energy with I’ll intention will make its way through.
Some, including myself, use protective tattoos.
There are so many levels of protection that can be utilized and are regularly spoken to us magically adept spirits, from an early age.
Some of the above recommendations were given to me by other magickal and spiritual beings.
I believe any form of prayer that makes you feel protected, any object or symbol, is one you should use.
This doesn’t require you to redesign your life to be protected, it just requires you to find a discipline you like, that make YOU feel safe and keep it.
My own evolution of spiritual practice and psychic protection.
As a young woman it looked like being in nature and with animals mostly. The best way to feel safe and protected in my opinion. Humans are the most dangerous beings on our earth.
When I was a teenager, I wasn’t protected physically from harm, but I did call on spirit for help. Some of what I experienced because of people, is horrifying.
Many years of my life I was told to protect myself, protect my power, protect my energy, protect my space, & for years I ‘didn’t have the time.’ Or didn’t make time. I can honestly say now, there is real benefit to a structured practice.
I want to share something I started doing as a young woman. I began to meditate back to the times in my life where I was terrified or harmed and no one protected me or ‘saved me.’
I had only myself and my resilience to get me through those moments. Only God with and within me.
I never called what I believed in, God. I used to say, the Universe.
I had and still have a hard time believing any GOD would allow our earth to be in such a state of hell. It hardly seems like a godly thing to do, unless you like the idea that earth is the universe’s hell and we can all hope for as best we can receive, and when we die, we claw our way from the catacombs of earth hell, into the divine arms of eternal existence in the heavenly above.
I feel like earth is hell now. After what I lived through. I’ve been dead.
I am fortunate, I liked my death experience. Not how I was ‘killed’ or ‘knocked unconscious’ but I liked my ‘after life’ experience.
It was too short. I would preferred to have stayed where I was, after death. I’m back here now.
Traveling back in time in meditation to yourself….
Your viewpoint is as if a birds eye. So you can see the room.
Bring yourself to these times and places and enter into the space.
Now protect you. Defend you.
I will give an example.
I go back to a time after I was drugged, gang raped with a bag over my head, then thrown in a dumpster.
I have spoke of this before in earlier blogs.
I go back to that time.
Instead of being thrown in a dumpster,
I imagine that I turn to fire.
That they ALL die.
Every single one of them.
That the place burns and turns to ash.
So do I.
Because then as ash, maybe it’s as if their hands and bodies never touched me.
I like that.
Imagining that NOONE, who shouldn’t have touched me, ever touched me.
I then walk out of the flaming building, unharmed and whole.
While fireman put out the flames, wondering how I survived.
This is in vision working.
I like to believe the ‘real world’ effect, is that each of them will die a horrible death. Soon, if not already.
When I astrally travel to being raped in other moments, I also save myself.
I do whatever is needed.
Usually I blast light, destroying all that harmed me.
This is very visual.
I’m visual. Multi faceted with where my senses are strongest.
I have been regressed with hypnosis to different childlike states, before traveling back into time.
This is sort of a different subject but it touches on valuable information for any reading who want to withstand hypnosis or at the very least, remember everything about being hypnotized.
So when consistently meditating, your mind becomes stronger as is known. Starting as a girl my meditations were shamanic in nature. Closing my eyes and placing my palms on trees, rocks, streams, etc and having them speak to me and show me beautiful visions. This, when I became a young woman morphed into me trying different spiritual meditations.
Yogic meditations which require you to make your mind blank. Think of nothing. Then there are meditations that you count down into a trance like state. Meditations where others regress you, or ‘hypnotize’ you. Sufi meditation, which is still too new for me to discuss other than speaking on my experiences. A Sufi mentor or master can speak on what the ‘aim’ for the meditation is. There are Guided meditations, in which you listen to a soundtrack. Visual mediations where you are doing energy work on yourself.
Before I knew what reiki was or the symbols for it, I was regularly practicing it.
My meditation practice is very powerful. I like it. I also have my ebbs and flows of practice. Where years I will mediate for lengthy periods of time. Then will do so less, or for shorter amounts.
I have had well over a decade of consistent meditations and strong practices that refined my mind.
Blessed was I with a strong mind.
This is the key to ‘resisting’ hypnosis, as well as remembering each of these moments, that could be used for harm.
My spiritual path has been blessed in many ways, one of which is that I only ever wanted what was meant for me. I knew that life had pathways and that it was meant to flow. That the right people, places and things will find you at the right time.
This is Earth hell, so it takes a bit of finesse, to let it flow.
Some times it’s hard when experiencing forced oppression and injustice, to continue feeling that way, but this too shall pass.
Talking about people who want to ‘steal your power’ or cause you damage and harm, beyond the normal human level.
It never occurred to me that people would do such a thing, I imagine if instead they devoted that time to themselves. Linking with their ancestors, connecting to their true path and inner self. What a journey that would be.
For those who need to ‘steal others powers’ I have no respect.
I find them weak minded and powerless, when you look at the Universe as a while construct.
Sure, damage my earth hell life, for yourselves, you selfish twats, but I’m glad I get to exist in the Great universe, that is teeming with life above us, twinkling down on me in the night, for an eternity. Endless Universes to traverse and spiritual growth and evolution. While those who practice haram magick, trying to control others or steal their power, will live powerless in earth hell for eternity. Unless they tell the TRUTH, to who they lied to (about major events that cause a ricochet effect). Only with truth, there is forgiveness.
I have began to believe that maybe the ‘past life’ regressions I view, are actually the stories of an ancestral dna, encoded into me.
I certainly have a few meditations worth mentioning, that can easily link to ancestry. Recently over the past eight years, this couple has been a part of my life in meditation.
Ancestry work is very rewarding, this couple that was an American spy and an Asian spy. They were of my ancestry. Met and fell in love and then with love, they had one of my ancestors. Bringing up this view of past lives vs. ancestral links encoded in your dna, is to point out that I am done with the earth.
I have no desire to reincarnate to an earth that illogically allows itself to be destroyed. Understanding these visions of other’s lives as my ancestry and their stories makes sense to me, I am open to other’s views as well.
It’s an interesting topic. What are your views on past life regression and ancestry?
Similarly, when doing meditations to go back in time and save or heal yourself, do so also to ‘take back your energy.’
My witchcraft teacher taught about Soul retrieval.
This particularly was very powerful for me.
You go back to each moment that you recall that energy being taken.
I will give a few personal examples:
Example one:
I have dreams that happen, so I’ve learned how to handle that in life. It is evidently called by most, a premonition dream. You then have to learn how to let them flow.
I had a dream in 2017 that a mother was grooming her child to ‘be me’ she was utilizing my art and my ancestry to shape who her child was, for her or their own, benefit. In the dream I realize it’s happening and try to tell people, they don’t listen. I finally turn away and give up trying to help them and make myself some toast. To eat. Then everybody starts realizing their mistake and trying to apologize and act like they care, I just shrug, turn around and eat my toast.
I went to spirit in meditation and I asked spirit, to guide to the times, spaces and people that were connected to this dream. I asked to have them guide my energy to return to me and to prevent them from siphoning anymore of my power. It was successful energetically for me, and if others realize ‘oopsies they got the story wrong’ too late, I’ll just eat my toast.
Example Two:
I had a dream in autumn of 2014 a woman was trying to become me and in my sleep was trying to ‘soul swap’ us. This is a white woman I spoke of in last weeks blog. I had the dream as a visual, I had her attempting to do her bad magick, I had lots of my own real power.
I went into meditation and I went back to each moment of these. I then had spirit guide me, while she was trying to take my power, it drained hers into the ether and mine stayed protectively within me. Spirit chooses to block people who do things like she did.
This is the tool that I have used to attempt to heal spiritually and also physically. The other white woman who tried to take my ‘heart centers’ green energy, I went back in time in meditation and I protected myself the same way, her attempting to take my power, will drain hers into ether and all that partake in that action, and I was protecting my power within.
To form a visual, would be like if my body is surrounded by an auric field, it would be shining and colorful but safely wrapped around my body, like a cloak. Them trying to draw from that energy, would look like Ill wisps of dark smoke that float into the night sky.
Anytime you feel untethered by an interaction with another, you may try this. I am fortunate that my dream gifts guide me and also, when I have time to audibly process or process my life, it is always clear to me when these moments have occurred.
People trying to ‘take your energy’ in really violent and manipulative ways is rare, but does happen.
Especially be mindful, if like me, many spiritually adept, have expressed that you have ‘real power.’ I would urge you to go through your interactions and revisit any moment that feels uncomfortably like someone was draining you or causing you harm.
Always enlist the help of a professional if you require it.
When I have the financial means to interact with other gifted and magickal people, I utilize and respect their expertise.
One of these magically wonderful women, recommended that after each day, before sleep, I go quickly over each interaction and ask my power be brought back, cleared cleansed and re-aligned.
Recommendations of remedies to keep your power.
Each day use a specific mantra or phrase, song or movement, that while listening or moving you imagine all your energy coming back to you, cleared cleansed and re-aligned.
I liked the 33 verses recommended to me by a Sufi mentor with Toronto Sufi group. I listened each night before bed, falling asleep and then would, as recommended, imagine my space being cleansed and the energy going up and out all around me, my space, those I loved and also Into the galaxy, the universe and exploding like a Big Bang into space.
My pdf is not working so I haven’t been listening to the 33 verses and given the state of my life, my spiritual practices have changed at the moment. I will utilize meditation with the Sufi group, once my life becomes more manageable. I am in a space with no power or electric, it’s cold now and life is a bit unpredictable, where will I be soon? Will a practical miracle occur in the next forty days? Really I’m just tired of the bullies forcing oppression on me, because they are mad that they didn’t get away with everything they planned to do to me.
On that note.
Happy Halloween, Samhain and blessed, Day of the dead.
Cleanse and consecrate those magickal tools and spaces.
Let’s honor our ancestors and walk with the dead, asking for the blessings of all spirits, guardians and guides.
This is an excellent time to manage your energy and protect yourself.
The veil is as they say, it’s thinnest now.