In the United States of America
I have recently shared some of what I lived through and also the connections it created, for this time period to occur.
This truth is making those that put me through these horrors, work together, to silence me.
That encourages me to keep speaking up.
I went through hell in my life and I kept it to myself.
Stayed forgiving.
I believed I was protecting others in doing so.
Instead, it turns out, my being forgiving, encouraged bad people to continue being terrible.
It allowed them to ‘get away with everything.’ Successfully forming a community, State and Country, that lacked awareness and wanted to continue living, ‘eyes wide shut’
Instead of reality.
I moved forward in my life smiling at those who harmed me and wronged me. Focusing on my future and having faith in God/Shiva/Allah/Universe/
Reiterating: Some people, including myself, don’t wish to choose sides when it comes to what the USA considers ‘bad people’ vs ‘good.’
My family always taught, there are good and bad people in every race, religion and Country.
We can’t choose sides also because there are so many corrupt government officials.
I describe police as ‘underpaid mediators.’
What I have felt like in this time period….Though I haven’t been paid at all. I’m not a cop.
There are too many government officials that web trap set well enough, you have to be pretty good at seeing ‘the big picture.’
It’s actually really simple once you do. That thread pulls real quick into a simple display of truth.
I am trying to point out what I experienced, to make our community, State & Country, safer.
I believed there would be a ‘person who knew this bigger picture and would help, that was in a, high ranking position’ that if I spoke to, everything would have been handled. For the safety of most.
What kind of people don’t want EVERYONE’S children and family, safe???
Only assholes. That’s right.
Assholes.
Instead of speaking to the ‘right person,’
I was used as a scapegoat and tormented, worse.
Those doing the tormenting are the web trapping & Paranoid assholes, who don’t care about anyone’s family, society, community or country.
(I’m not sorry for the ineloquent wording and description, they are assholes.)
What I’m speaking up about would also protect Ports, establish better and safer relationships with other Countries and Ports.
It would prevent the ‘web trap’ from continuing to mislead and instead would unite us, in practical and logical ways.
Mahdi is mediator.
I am Mahdi.
Even if some don’t like it.
Reproductive rights in America is something that always needs to exist. Women and young women need access to care that is confidential, adequate, informative and available. No matter your financial bracket.
Young men need the same. They have a different view then women, often times, on ‘reproductive health.’
We as women, are taught to be the ones in control and men can do what they please.
I am happy to continue being the one to care for my reproductive safety. I learned the hard way, men can’t be trusted. I learned women can’t be trusted either…..
However, safe spaces for our reproductive needs to be met, are not an option in this country or most others.
It is a necessity in this World where ‘rape culture’ is taught to be perfectly acceptable. (See the web trap clearly….)
I lived through absolute hell.
Unforgivable hell.
I was intelligent, traumatized and patient enough, to be able to put together that all was not as it seemed.
I can see clearly so much, especially as a 38 year old, now crippled and still oppressed woman…..
I am speaking up
I spent years of my life being silenced and forced into oppression. Threatened and tormented.
Just like this time period.
I am speaking up because our youth deserves better.
They deserve something many of us never received.
The truth.
How can we allow for better communities and safer states and countries, without the truth being known.
I was put in a lot of danger because of the convergence of many factors.
All of which included, people not knowing the truth. The full truth.
They had pieces of web traps, misrepresentations, or a one sided view (accuracy and representation depending on the intent of those in which were speaking.)
I made peace with the ‘bad’ I’ve done in my life.
In comparison to most in the USA, I’ve lived a really honest, moral & kind life. People in order to exploit me had to lie, web trap set or exploit me, at a young age, after I was tormented or misled.
In comparison to young people in the Middle East dying, who wrote down that they missed a prayer and feel like bad people, I would look a deviant, in ways.
The things I didn’t want known about me, were, the abuse, torment and rape I endured.
Now especially, the message is
‘People can do what they want to me and always get away with it.’
The exploitation of the seemingly good people in the world, completely destroys the evolution of our earth.
‘Together we rise.’
(Wise words)
Read what I’ve lived through as the perspective of a parent, not someone protecting those whose put me through it or committed the haram acts, themselves.
I spent my life trying to put ‘everything into perspective’ for the benefit of most and detriment of myself.
Now I see speaking up sooner, would have been more beneficial for all.
The issue is and becomes:
Speaking up to whom?
Who do we go to?
If you get along with everyone, interact with everyone and yet get triangulated or web trapped by dangerous few-
Who do you go to?
It is too easy to be portrayed different than who you are.
Unfortunately in the USA we are also divided more than ever.
The opposite should be true.
Do you care about women?
Do you have daughters?
Do you have a mother…..?
A grandmother?
Who do you need to see me as, to listen?
To respect me for how brave and strong, I’ve stayed?
To help instead of harm?
How many American men, said that men in the Middle East would want to control me??
What about what the men of America put me through???
A few weeks before my exes trial. The one where I testified against him for crippling me….the one where the prosecutor wouldn’t make eye contact with me, only objected once and was belittling at the start.
The trial where when the prosecutor and I spoke on the phone, Pre trial he said, ‘ you know you’re not getting any money for this right?’
And
‘Were you doing a pagan marijuana ritual?’
And also…
‘We are only focusing on the very moment he hit you in the spine, that is it.’
(I use MEDICAL marijuana for the SPINAL cord injury, my EX, gave me…….!!!!!))
The trial where my ex got away with crippling me and all I asked was for him to go to a ‘batterers of women’s’ class, so he could get help.
A class that after he hit me in my spine, he left a message on a woman’s phone, to take that class, and she ended up dead that summer. The summer of 2020.
He hit me on Mother’s Day that year……
A few weeks before that trial, in 2022, I stood with my ambulatory stick, traumatized and listed off what the ‘men of America’ put me through.
A few weeks later, my ex got away with everything.
This was going on while experiencing the harassment, bullying, forced oppression, medical torture and torment I was enduring, the past four years.
What I’ve focused on speaking about, is what I experienced in my youth.
The connections it made to this time period, The high rates of human trafficking and forced prostitution in my community and state, how could I not speak up?!?!
Even if I saved only ONE life.
How logical it is to see the truth, when you hear what I lived through. What I survived.
Me speaking the truth, Makes more sense, than all the web trap lies combined.
I believed my community, society, state and country would care about making a difference……..
Let’s see…….
Will it?
How do you view what I experienced?
Would you have wanted it to happen to you or someone you loved?
If not-
Why then, is it ok, you did it to me……?
I am
Katherine Lily Mae Harris
38
In 2024
Citizen of the USA
Woman
Life
freedom
Worldwide
