Convergence Oh the eclipse is upon us.

Convergence 

Oh the eclipse is upon us.

May whatever magic or mayhem you create be genuine. 

My Magickal working is usually for protection. 

Today it is to allow myself to continue to speak the truth, while absorbing all of that beautiful intense eclipse energy-while eating ice cream. 

From my home (temporary lodgings until who knows what occurs-

will people involved remember to be human? Or will they once more chase me away after forcing me to get rid of my belongings? Will they do what is right, because I’m not asking for a miracle-just logic……..or will they keep pretending to be dumb?)

What will today be about for you?

Dear Allah/Shivah/God/Dess/All Source/Universal Creation, May you on this day and every after-remind the people to be human beings once more.

May also people remember that all those moments I was being put through hell-I was not a doll, but indeed a human being.

Oh convergence

Bring to my life what is meant. For a #miracle is needed in 22 days or less.

Oh #convergence

#Earth is #wild.

Let the Sun & Moon meet and remind humanity of their place in existence.

Let the Sun and moon meet and once more bring that uniting to our hearts and souls-

Let that sun and moon meet and let all that bitchy eclipse energy into my heart and soul so that I am never again fooled by another human being-who web trap sets to cause chaos.

Oh sun and moon-convergence-allow me to always be cleared, cleansed and re-aligned, far away from the web traps. 

Allow me to believe in love-but never be fooled by pretenders and allow all psychopaths to stay away from me forever more. 

#convergence #art #woman #truth #life #freedom #awareness # # #remember #riseup #maine #domesticabuseawareness #t7-10sci #ambulatory #warrior # #iamproudofmyself # # #ᴅᴏɴᴛsᴛᴏᴘʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠɪɴɢ #wow # # # # #

Being in Peru without speaking Spanish, having an income,

Knowing anyone or having an able body-(because my ex crippled me) was an experience.

Thankful for my father’s ancestry being within me in that time period. Those Baobab trees. 

#I #LOVE #PERU. #

I’m in #Maine again &

I just went into a local #bookstore yesterday and found this #dictionary. I don’t have an income, but I was inspired to purchase it.

For $2.

The very kind #lady working allowed me to just have it. A very #generous gesture that made me realize little moments of #kindness are what make the #earth bearable. 

In a moment of being triggered emotionally, after the #hell I’ve endured, I thought to myself-

‘I’m going to look up the definition of hate! ‘

When I was growing up my mother said ‘we don’t use the word hate in this house’ ‘it isn’t in the dictionary’ 

In other words-don’t say hate……

I used to instead say

‘I despise with a great passion’

Today I wanted to say I HATE some people……ones that used me, harmed me, played with my emotions, put me through this hell and couldn’t stop…..

Today I feel hate towards others-but for me-that’s good.

These people deserve WORSE than hate. 

As I angrily went over to look up the word HATE, not just in one dictionary but also now in my new dictionary…..so two languages for that word (I was really mad….)

I turned through the pages angrily and on the page of hate….is a red marknext to the word-

HAPPY

I laughed.

Of course the word happy would be the one with a mark next to it…

It made me laugh out loud.

I then went through the other pages and found a few more marked.

It made me slightly intrigued.

Someone who loves lunch and love. Looking for gas, gravy and a daughter?

Who wants to swim and is happy…

The page for child was turned down.

Child.

What I thought I would have by now.

A happy home, a husband who loved me and I him, and a child. If we had wanted. Visions. Don’t. Matter. Now.

At 38, life has been unpredictable & unkind.

Thank you to this random dictionary & the woman who’s small act of kindness, brought it into my life & the owner of it-who could have had no way of knowing those marks would make me smile on a day I was so mad. I wanted to look up the word HATE….just to make sure it expressed my frustration well enough. Instead I smiled

CONVERGENCE.

Ancestry. North and south. Eagle and condor. Make and female. S