I was born magick.
Bloodline magick and spiritual/soul magick. It is who I am & who I will always be. 
I’ve always done what I refer to as ‘energy spells,’ as well as had psychic dreams, telepathic ability, an understanding of nature & all existence beyond space and time; as well as had some magickal aptitude in many other areas. With A gifted bloodline and a knowing spirit, I was very magically blessed.
I was asked by a man once, while I was waitressing, if I place others under love spells and I said, no.
He asked why and I told him because enough is fake in the World, I want real love only.
I was never a woman who played games or cared to.
What I wanted was what was meant for me and what matched me. How could I be ‘paired’ well, if I wasn’t me?
I think it is only fickle men and women who claim to be under a love spell. 
An excuse for them to use to get away with being unfaithful or an excuse to be fickle minded.
If someone really loves you, they won’t be swayed by another.
No persuasion would work, no matter what they do. I know, because when I love, I do fully and faithfully.
When we are young and learning who we are, we may make mistakes, but at a certain time in life, usually early 20s, you start to remember who you are and become who you want to be.
I have ALWAYS wanted real love in my life, but have always lived in a society that confused love with pain. It fed us a belief that what we endured was a testament to our love, instead of what we gave and RECEIVED.
As a young person any time I dated someone who was also dating another, I removed myself. I had no desire to be triangulated.
Imagine if our youth was raised to know that real love doesn’t hurt, harm, mislead, misguide, trap or lie……..That alone would make a better world. One that taught that your relationship, was your peace, not a war zone. That would make it easier for individuals to recognize the true threat to any society, instead of keeping us busy with ideals of love that are tainted. 
In my mid 20s I was told by a woman to make a list of all the qualities I wanted in a partner. I realized that I named no physical qualities, I don’t think it mattered and I didn’t need it to be gender specific either.
I knew I wanted monogamy, spiritual connection, respect, the same end goals and dreams in life. Compatibility.
I didn’t want to limit it to an appearance.
In 2014 after practicing celibacy for years, I desired a partner that was right for me.
I began doing candle magick, and kept the flame burning, asking that who was meant for me would arrive in the right time.
I believed I met that person, due to psychic dreams and interactions and then was proven to be wrong.
Such is life.
I enrolled in witchcraft school in 2016 after being labeled a witch a witch all my life by others. My teacher has a phenomenal love spell to attract a life mate.
Again, you are not doing magick for a specific person, it is the one or in his case, one’s for you. (He is happily married to two men, they make a lovely trifecta 
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I liked his spell very much and it is said to attract your life mate by three months time.
(If the time is right)
I tried it for the first time December of 2020
Believing at that time, because of how close to God I was, that I would only attract the most beneficial spouse to me, mind/body/soul.
It is now 2024 and I am celebrate consecutively for 4 years. I haven’t let anyone near me.
I feel now like I have much to work out before I could allow someone I don’t know in my life. Income, stability, home, transportation, security, then maybe I can invite someone NEW in my life.
I know that this spell he recommends works, because it worked for a friend of mine and many he has recommended it to.
Maybe I should do it only as prescribed in his book instead of always adding my own pizazz and magick on it 
Sprinkle sprinkle people here believed me to be doing hoodoo and voodoo, I just called it ancestral.
I have heard so many people say love arrives in your mess not your best, but after what I just lived through, I’d say it doesn’t.
My views of the World are so different after what I just experienced and the way it played out, with me being tormented, isolated and alone.
Will I ever let another person near me again?
Maybe not.
I’m 38 and I have no kids and obviously am not the same woman I was pre spinal cord injury, the last man in my life crippled me, tormented me and got away with it all. He came in to my life and was persistent by sitting at the bar I worked at every week, and slowly getting me to trust him. What he did is unforgivable. Sure, I should have left sooner, but also, he should have been honest or stopped being abusive.
It sort of once again, sets the tone for that to continue, now men & women know, they can do what they want to me and get away with it.
So LOVE spells, magick and FATE…..I know how to be alone, I spent much of my life that way.
I don’t believe in doing love spells for a specific person, how would I attract what is right for me, if I did that?
I do believe in manifesting what is right for you, just be careful how you speak it & how to discern the real one from the test.
I’m 38, the next person I let love me will be my last.
When we are together, we will have many strengthening ways for our love and connection to grow. We can do lots of life mate love spells together, knowing we will be one another’s heavenly spouse.
That God saved the best for lastand blessed the broken road
Until we are with one another, glowing in our beautiful love,
I will continue to speak to my future husband as if he is always with me.
I describe it as being on Bluetooth with my spouse…..sort of thinking of him as God, until we unite.
I will continue to love myself, honor myself and remember that real love doesn’t ever watch you suffer, struggle or be harmed…..only tainted love does that
My mother’s side of the family are seamstress and quilters among many other magickal attributes. When I say ‘WEAVER of the WEB OF CREATION’ I’m talking about cosmic creation and the intricate flow of life.
cosmic creation is an interwoven magick. Threaded and connected beyond space and time, never fooled by paradox or illusion.